To be an assistant teacher

pic1: thanks Alice for lending me her DC. it is my first card from my student and the words she wrote for me .谢谢Alice同学的相机。这是我的第一张卡和同学写给我的祝福：）在他们眼里我已经需要越活越年轻了，哈哈，真是老了：）

I could never be a teacher ,if i don't come to Jingdezhen Ceramic Institute. That is completely fated,isn't it?
I still remembered the first card we gave to Miss zhao and the tears when she got the card.
Even an assistant teacher as i am now is one of the hardest works in the world,since you must use your full heart to teach.
when i was young, I do not like to be touched or be embraced ，which made me isolated. Now i can understand how important to touch the children's head or face.
In the foreign teacher's class,because of their incompetent ability of English, all of them count on me. when the children were looking at me ,the feeling at that time was just responsibility.
我从来没有想过自己会成为一名老师，但是在景德镇似乎一切皆有可能，这全是命运不是吗？
直到今天我也记得我们送给Miss zhao第一张贺卡时她眼中的泪光。

作为一名老师，即使是一名助教，我相信都是世界上最难的工作，因为你必须用你全部的心去教那些孩子。我小的时候，很害怕肢体上的碰触和拥抱，这也使得我很孤立，现在我终于明白当你摸摸一个孩子的头或者他的脸的时候，你在传递着一种多重要的信息。在课堂上，我的学生们必须依靠我才能从外教哪里学到东西，当你看到所有的孩子都盯着你看到时候，你会觉得一种责任感油然而生。
over。

这样的感觉不能写出很多。认识我的朋友都知道我是情绪化的人，可是现在我的学生可以告诉你，我有多耐心，不是我改变了，只是有太多的时候，连自己也没发现自己原来可以做到什么样子.......

pic3：相机的旧照，最闹的班级和最乖的班级：）

pic2:thanks Alice:) the beautiful card ,although it is a birthday card for a new year:)谢谢Alice同学的相机。贺卡全貌，虽然她今天才学到happy birthday的意思：）