Miss Je.

This chinese lunar year I was ill,heavy headache.three days.
Still have a cold war with my mum.
my computer is still on the way after i posted it one month ago.

The beginning of 2008 for me seems not so good.

i am coreectting my profilo
I just saw a job and decided to apply,if everything goes well,
i can go back shanghai late March.

I wasted all my time last half year.
and more worse is my will ,my goal , my heart is vanishing day by day
i can not fusce on design.

somehow i have trouble with love until now.
It seems i am still missing him,even he is planning to got married .
Time is not long enough to let me forget him.
I don't know if it still love.
but I just can not forget it now.
i pretend i am ok all the time.
of course i want to stop missing.
but missing is still there.

I begin to stop taking photos.
because I always want to record everything in y life.
that makes me so tired.
i prefer to forget sth happened.
and it is a wonderful thing when u remember them one day.

I am going to fusce on car design, design psychology，and some MBA courses .
I am back to design now.

I can be free ,my mind ,my body,my heart.
i am back .
like a new baby.

I changed, and am changing.
I am better now.

I am no long in my lowland of my young life.

I am chasing Michelle and Wallace, and love them more.

I will design much more ,more better.

i will forget my young love.

I will find my ture love.

and will be a ture person ?a designer?a lady? a old lady?